This is a journal, you are watching a person’s journal.
The person goes out because she really wants to learn about pictures– real pictures, pictures outside herself.
The person goes out and with some effort she gets to meet a real picture sometimes.
The person is really learning about the picture, she thinks.
But, with time, the picture starts to show itself a bit more, its own agenda: the picture, it really wants to learn about persons.
The picture wants to go out too, and learn about real persons, persons outside itself.
But, of course, since the picture is out already the only place where the picture can go is in.
So the picture goes in and with some effort it gets to meet a real person sometimes.
The picture is really learning about the person, it thinks.
This is a journal, you are watching a picture’s journal.